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1/25/26, 12:44 AM

Hi guys, its been a while. I haven't seen yall since last year! heh. I kinda just wanna yap but dont wanna put it in anyones dms or on my story bc its one of those days where its hard to talk. Sorry I only really use this website for the blog. "I think youre only here for the zipline" type business. I plan on revamping it fully one day like dollygisu did but honestly no promises bc every time i try to promise an update I never end up working on it...

So, how have you guys been? I should add a chat, not that anyone keeps up or looks at my website. idk. I know theres no one who looks here beside Gisu occasionally but its kinda nice? in a sense? I like the idea of being able to scream into the void and having nothing be heard but the faint, late echo of something that once mattered but doesnt anymore.

I've been doing pretty well though, overall. I have great friends and lots of things to smile about. I like that. I like being able to smile knowing it's for the best reasons. Not everything's perfect, but it's still nice, it's beautiful in a way. I can't really tell if it's my mental health, but somethings been getting worse lately. It has become very, very hard to reach out about things as of late. I feels like I pinch my own laryngs to stop the noise i need to make. idk if you can tell but that was me trying to make some dort of analogy to explain it that isn't just "I have no mouth and I must scream". imagine tho. imagine this entire yap was just a book plug. If you're reading this please search up Every Turn is For You on ao3, i need views and kudos plez. Back on the topic of reaching out, it just has become so difficult. its not about suffering in silence, bht moreso losing the strength or necessity to send and be heard after typing. I don't know, its odd.

My love life is a bit odd right now too. Im kind of between people mentally right now. Im not over one, Im against the idea of another, and I just straight up dont know another. its weird. I dont tell people about my love life anymore because its like ok wtv. kind of ties into what i said earlier abt the loss of necessity to. I hope this scream goes unheard.

5/27/25, 11:20 AM

Hi again.... it's me... I was NOT locked in during the summer. The exact opposite really. Sorry guys. Maybe one day. I've been doing well though. My grades were pretty good in the first term. Second term is a big yikes so far. Hopefully I can lock in and bring them all up. It's a bit sad that my grades are falling, but we balling! Ok sorry Im a little old corn ball. Little old me. I missed yall. I need to get back on the website grind. One day planet NemNems will have a V2. One day. One day chat. One day.

5/27/25, 11:20 AM

Hi guys, finals week! I just finished my first 2 exams, I feel pretty decent about both of them. I have a few plans on what I wanna get done on the website this summer. Thanks for bearing with me guys, I know I've been making a lot of promises to update during the school year and havent been but I'm LOCKED in this summer. I'm probably not gonna be touching the website until second week of summer so see yall then.

4/22/25, 12:05 AM

Hi guys. I have school tomorrow but I was looking over the blog and wowzas!!! Update about my blackbelt test... I'm a blackbelt now! Yay! I still have the physical fitness test but I passed the actual material test! Its so shocking to see like wow, I was worrying about this not to long ago, and now its over! I'm quite jolly about that. On the more unfortunate side of things, I have a state tournament, a performance, and AP tests coming up soon... Gah!

I'm a bit nervy bout that performance but tbh we ball yk? Compared to state championships and AP tests I'd rather not worry about that one too much. Ahhh!!! I can't wait until the school year ends.

I just hopped off call with my crunch (crush)... heh...

Ok sorry about all the line breaks I'm just being silly. Anyways though, I'm really, really excited for the school year to end!!! I've lowkey been really burned out because of the amount of work school has been so I'm really looking forward to a nice, relaxing summer. I need to find summer programs some time though.... yikes... Sigh. It's 12:11 now so i suppose its time to sleep. Goodbye, dear tomodachis!!! (I'm not being serious when I say that I'm like purebred american I promise im not a weeb) (not that theres anything wrong with being a weeb.)

2/25/25, 2:40 PM

Hello everyone. I have a math test tomorrow. Guh. On the bright side, no school soon. We endeavor.

2/10/25, 12:02

Hi guys, I know I said I'd go to sleep but I was looking back through my own blog and saw myself talking about a test I failed. I failed every test in that class up until the most recent one, which I got an 83 on! I'm quite jolly about that one. I have another one coming up this wednesday so I will tell y'all how that goes, heh.

2/9/25

Hey guys, still alive and kicking! Perhaps during spring break I'll get some work done, but as of now I am way too packed with tests and stuff to be focusing here, as much as I would love to. I have 5 tests this week, isnt that absurd!? I should probably be sleeping, because I have a test tomorrow, but I'm a certified baller so its okay.

I just really wanna say that I'm so excited for the breaks. This semester will probably be the death of me, in all honesty. I have tournaments, black belt tests, AP exams, all that. Its gonna be rough, but I have hope that I'll be fine. I'm conflicted on valentines day. Not sure if I wanna ask someone to be my valentine or not. I think they are very cute and silly but I don't know if I'm ready to pursue someone in all honesty. Liking someone but not being ready for love quite sucks. I think I'm gonna give them a piece of candy tomorrow. Heh. Microflirting.

Anyways I was supposed to be writing but I think I'm just gonna sleep for tonight. That hobby can wait until I find absurd motivation. Anyways guys I'd like to thank you guys for 2 days over 7 months since I started this project. One day, I'll go back and fix my UI. but for now, its staying as is lol. I know there isnt anyone who actively watches my page, but I'd like to think there is the occassional passerby who clicks on my website just out of curiousity. :>

1/29/25

Wow guys, new year! Ain't that awesome? I haven't worked on the website in a while, maybe I'll see what I can do this weekend. Maybe. All the updates as of now aren't accessible because I havent made it accessible yet, but do trust I have been cooking something up! I may rework the design of the website one day, because it isn't really what I want it to be.

10/9/24

Wow, it has been three months since I started this website!! That's a bit crazy to me. Sorry for not updating as of late! I've been in school and I'm really getting my butt handed to me.

Since this is a blog, y'all do get to hear little chronicles from my life. Today, I retook a test that I failed. It was a bit scary, especially that I didn't finish a solid two questions, but it's okay! To be honest, I don't really mind if I don't get full points back. I have to do better on the next test, though, even if its not a good grade either. After, I had a science quiz. It wasn't bad at all! I also had my good friend Pollito with me. Time to get back to working on shrines!

8/13/24

Hello everybody. It has been a ridiculous amount of time since the past update. I think I'm gonna outline the next few updates that I want to do becuase lately I have been kinda bad at updating anything but the blog.

1. Shrines
2. Chatbox
3. Contact
4. Aesthetics

7/27/24

No updates since the last log, im on vacation rn and am dying of embarrassment pls kill me already.

7/9/24 1:18 AM

Hey guys! Development on the website is gonna be SUPER slow over the next two weeks (possible even non-existent)!! I'll try to do what I can, though its not going to be much.

7/9/24 1:18 AM

Today's efforts are hard. I'm trying to focus on bringing my website to the theme I want but it is very very hard. Everything is ugly, I can't get any images to center on the screen the way I want it to, even with the help of tutorials. It is all disastrous. Maybe tomorrow will be a little more fruitful, because today sure wasn't. On the bright side, I started development on the "Works" page, so there's that for you! It's not much though...

7/7/24 2:27 PM

Update: Aegisu did infact NOT go to sleep and continued to work hard on their website. Me when im in a working hard on my website competition and my opponent is dollyaegisu.